At that time, you may start feeding your investment goose.
Unless you have a provable skillset in speculation, keep feeding your investment Goose. While you’re feeding the first 2 Goose, you can be learning how to manage the last 2 Goose in a zero risk environment (paper trading, forward testing, mentorship, strategy development etc.)
You can learn more on how to invest,how to create a well diversified portfolio. You can put some of the investment in gold assets and physical gold. This is wise, as the learning curve alone may take some time.
Check yourself before you wreck yourself. Most people have a gambling addiction combined with an escape complex. They try to rapidly escape their unfulfilled lives and end up doing foolish things that makes their lives even worse.